To : BoyFriend.
Subject : Let’s just break up.
Yes. You read the subject right. Let’s just break up.
You don’t have to pretend anymore that how much you love me! I have never asked you how much.
You don’t have to talk to me to sleep anymore. You spoiled me! I had music with me before.
You don’t have to take me shopping anymore. I have me.
I don’t know what love is. If love makes one feel better, then yes you were love. The way you made me feel special, like an angel, the way you made me laugh with your intelligent jokes, the way you supported me to one day make my own company and much more did make me feel good. I didn’t know what it was. One day, you just bluntly said that you love me, I didn’t know what love was even then. I said you the same thing then,
“I don’t know what love is, if this is love then I love you too.”
No. After that, it was nothing called magic. Even then you were a mentalist for me. I got busy with work, you got busy with studies. I got busy with my company, you got busy with your work. Even then all was fine. When my company grew bigger you offered to join me. I was glad to have a life partner as a business partner too. With our success, I was high. I wanted to share my highness with you. I wanted to just be happy with you. Yes. I took care that there be no inferior or superiority complexion between us. I was that stupid, crazy, mad girl with you. Still you felt weird with me.
When you were in trouble, I genuinely wanted to help you. Not to show off that I earn more than you! Don’t you get that damn it. Have you lost your mind? I mean, when on earth did I behave with you in that way that I am embarrassed to be with you!
We did make a perfect pair. But, there were jealous people around us. And I tried a lot to show you that it is just your friend’s jealousy which is making you insecure. He is making you blind of some important things that you are missing out to see. Now that I am tired, I want to sleep peacefully at night. Listening to beautiful music, like I used to. So let’s just break up and finish this up. Let me sleep with a smile again.